I...........

I am.......behind today on my laundry, housework, schooling, etc.... Sometimes Fridays are just like that!!

I'd like to think........that I could handle my trials, but truth is sometimes I just feel like I can't and then somehow I get through one just to have an even harder one come....

I've become..........a little OCD.  I mean I think maybe I have always had a little of it in me, but now sometimes I can't function if some of the simplest things aren't done or aren't in order...crazy I know.  Maybe that's why I feel like I connect to Traevn's condition a little bit better. (When my house is out of order, I get very stressed.)

I think.........that cooking is something that I will never love. (Although, I love to bake!)

I know.......that I want my kids to be happy in the things that they do in this life.

I want........a boob job.  Who wouldn't? especially after 5 kids! (if you would like to contribute to my fund, feel free:))

I have......everything that I will ever need (my health, my kids, my husband, and my gospel)

I like......when Nate takes me out on dates. (it doesn't happen as much as we would like, but when it does, it is so worth it.)

I wish.......that my kids will never have to suffer.

I hate.......when people are negative.  I mean sometimes I vent (who doesn't) but when somebody can't find something/anything to be positive about that's what I don't get!

I miss.........my grandma.

I fear......that life will continue to pass by way too quickly, and that I will take these moments for granted.

I feel......like dancing in the sunset with Nate! (a little cheesy I know, but oh well)

I smell......pumpkin candles....MMMMM yummy!!!

I wonder.......if we will ever be financially independent.

I regret......making stupid mistakes in my past.  I am glad that Nate accepts me & loves me fully for who I am (past & present)

I love.......my family! 

I always.....feel like I will never be a good mom!! (or wife for that matter)

I believe....pumpkin bars contain zero calories. (would be nice if it were true)

I am not........confident or outgoing at all, nor do I feel that I will ever be.

I don't always.......tell people how I really feel.

I win.....absolutely nothing!!! I think it is about time that I win something, anything!!

I lose......my keys/cellphone a lot more than I am willing to admit!! (sometimes, I even lose my mind :))

I never.....want to lose my husband or my children.

I listen......to a lot of different types of music.   And to my kids voices. :)

I am scared of.....what my children will face in this world..

I read....lots of books, when I can find the time...(which usually means losing sleep:))

I hope......to reach my goal weight by my birthday. (only two more months:0)